TheTiger's Journal

Double Journal

2007-03-29T01:59:31Z

As from a while ago I started a second blog, which will be my more 'serious' one. Not one half filled with porn and drama stories. Of course you can still keep looking at this one if you just want those two things :P. Whenever I make a big entry I'll likely cross post it anyway but just for those who want to check it out, second blog is located at: http://www.TigerXtrm.blogspot.com

Check it out, you will like it :)

Tiger

Command & Conquer 3: Tiberium Wars

2007-02-27T20:41:09Z

Yes yes yes, the demo has been released and damn was I looking forward to it . This game has been on the top of my gonna get list from late August and now it's here! Well, the demo anyway. Previews all looked very promising. But can the real experience of a C&C game really survive 8 years of technological updating and not be 'to modern' for it's kind?

I had a chance to play it and I have to say that it's pretty cool once again. Like every new game it has that certain element of 'Damn I need to get used to this' to it, but that will pass with time. The graphics are pretty cool, sounds are cool (a lot of them also taken from the original C&C, dunno if thats cool or cheap to be quite honest) but the music could have been better IMO. Don't really have the feeling it's part of a C&C game.

WARNING! GAMEPLAY SPOILERS AHEAD!!!

The game starts out with the latest trailer that has been released to the public and is meant as general advertisement to the public. The demo contains 1 tutorial mission, 1 campaign mission and 1 skirmish map.
The tutorial is pretty straightforward, move the camera, move units, build base, yadayada. Nothing wrong with it would it not be for the huge gaps of time you lose while the game tries to figure out whether or not you did your objective and then takes 5 minutes to provide you with the next one.
After the tutorial you start the single player campaign. Thumbs up for EA on this one because it looks to me like they made not only a mission for the demo, but also an entire cut scene. We'll see about that in the final version of the game though. You are briefed by a 3 star general about what Nod is up to after which you are sent into the field. This mission is still mainly tutorial on a larger scale. This also introduces the new principle of a log in which you can find information on units, structures and faction backgrounds. This feature was already kind off available in C&C Renegade and apparently they decided to keep it.
The remainder of the mission is rather easy. You get some Orca's and after bombing the crap out a few buildings with the biggest ease ever, your commander is afraid you won't be able to handle it (seriously, you'll laugh when you hear her) and give you control over the Ion Cannon, the GDI weapon we have all come to love. Before I used it I thought it would be a nice addition to my Orca's to whipe out all the base structures one by one, just like in all previous C&C games, including Generals. However, to my extreme surprise they either overpowered the Ion Cannon completely or just did so for the purpose of that mission but when I used it it caused such destruction and hell that it wiped out the entire Nod base from the face of the map in a single strike. And this was no small base, this thing took in at least 1/4 of the map and had at least 16 structures in it. I hope the Ion Cannon in the real game is not this powerfull because that would just be... lame... .

After the refreshing experience of kicking some Nod butt, we see what is likely the true intro of the game. Nod has overrun Norrad and ASAT, rendering America's anti missile deployments completely useless. Leaving the GDI space station The Philidelphia vulnarable to missle attack from Nod. The station is destroyed, killing most of the world's leaders in one big blow and starting the third tiberium war.

SPOILERS END HERE

From time to time two real life reporters (one from CNN and one from a Las Vegas news station) take care of the news reports involving the war. While the cutscenes I have seen could have been better in certain areas, music and acting wise, it sets a great mood for the game.

So far Command & Conquer 3 is nearly everything I had hoped it to be. EA managed to stay true to the original C&C concept while also putting in a lot of new features and ideas. It could very well be the first game EA bought over but didn't f*ck up. However, time will tell, since it is only a demo after all.

Downloads:
The demo can - for now - only be downloaded from EA Link, the download program for EA Games. However in the course of this week it will become available in more and more places, including Gamespy and Filefront.

Tiger

Pink Papers and Girls Next Door

2006-10-20T15:54:00Z

Pink papers? Yes, well at least they used to be. Drivers License's used to be a pink little paper. But they changed them to a card not to long ago. So I'l be carrying around yet another card soon :). And if it wasn't plainly obvious, yes I got my drivers licence, FINALY! :D. Glad that's over with.

Now, on to more serious bussiness. Have you even been in a situation where you don't realy know what to make of your feelings? I'm in a situation like that. For as long as I can remember, I have liked the girl nextdoor. It's a regular Spiderman story, been living here since forever, known each other since we were two, seen her grow up, ect you know the deal. But, what do you do if the girl next door is like, 4 years younger then you? I wouldn't exactly say I'm totaly in love with her, but saying I have a crush wouldn't be an understatement. Moral conflicts then arise such as: Should I have a crush on the girl when she is that much younger? Should I have a crush on her dispite her age in the first place? Should I be shot and eaten by a bunch of boars for almost crossing the 'Hi I'm a pedohpile' border? You know, stuff like that. But then I figure, why is it that only in this part of my life it is so wrong to like someone 4 years younger then you? I was six when she was two, I was 10 when she was 6. And at those ages you like pretty much like everyone because the world still seems perfect so thats always okay. And then later when you hit 30, it's perfectly fine to have a partner easily 6 years younger then you. So what is it about the age 10 to 20 that it is such a big exception to this? Age of consent, well yea, but I'm not talking about sex here. I'm talking about having a crush on someone. There are also plenty of girls who are in love with guys 5 years older or even twice their age, but they just never get lucky enough to actualy get the dude.
I know right now that she is never going to like me in that specific way because I'm like a big brother to her. But should I be wrong for whatever reason, I won't doubt about just being happy with her. I probably won't like people frowning down on me about it, but I wouldn't realy care. Heck I'm also attracted to tigers and I don't give a rats ass about what people think about that.

Anyhoo, this rant is becoming way to long. Was there any reason I'm throwing my private matters out on the web like this? No, not realy, except for the fact that I needed to steam it somewhere so it might as well be here where you people can read it and either go AWW!, Okay... or GROSE! over it.

Buhbye :)

Tiger

Tigers Den V3 + 1 New Sketch

2006-10-11T19:51:15Z

With the end of the year closing in, I have started the redesign for my website, Tigers Den. More about the redesign's progress and info on how to make suggestions can be found at this topic on our forums.

I also did another sketch, again Adult so us usual; don't click if you don't like ;).

Spoogy Simba

While this pose was kind off based on the Naughty Charger (18+) pic, it was done without reference and by good use of drawing techniques. I must say this is one of the better sketches I have done :).

Well, that's all for now! Catch ya later!

Tiger

UK Chronicles

2006-10-05T11:27:41Z

A few weeks ago, matt_lion invited me over to come along on his Big Cat Experience, which you can read all about in his journal. Naturaly I accepted his invitation and made my way over the UK as quickely as possible.
The flight would have been okay, would it not have been for a broken toilet on the plane. Normaly that isn't a problem since there is usualy a second toilet present. But since this was such an old barrel (A Fokker 100) it only had one goddamn toilet and I had to go BADLY about 10 minutes after takeoff. So, each time turbulance hit the plane I thought my bladder was going to explode. Luckily, that didn't happen and I managed to hold it together long enough to make it to the passport control. I had kind of hoped that the toilets would be BEFORE I had to wait in the que, since this was the case last time when I landed on Heathrow instead of this airport. But yet again, I was out of luck. I first had to wait in a que... the toilet sign in my sight at the other side of the customs booth. And then, finaly!! Salvation! You know the feeling of finaly being able to go after such a long time? It's the best feeling in the world... only an orgasm can beat it.
Anyway, after I had gotten my suitcase I met Matt in the arrivals hall and off we went to his car.

During the time I was there, we had tons of fun. We mostly spend our time watching TV series. And we managed to get each other addicted in the process. I introduced Matt to Prison Break, which after only a few episodes he wanted more and more off. And in turn, he introduced me to Stargate SG-1, which I now totaly find teh awsomeness.
We also went iceskating... Yes... Iceskating. It had been a long time, but I managed to not fall down once! HA! Although it was quite enjoyable to see other people fall down or crash into the side walls because they can't stop ^_^.

Ofcourse we also went on Matt's Big Cat Experience, which you can read all about in his journal. But I can tell you, it was quite a long day. The drive over there took about three hours, and we also had to drive back! But when we got there, we had loads of fun. Matt got to hand feed to cats there, which was pretty cool to see. Meanwhile I played around a bit with the cats. They had some HUGE Siberian tigers there. Unbelieveable how big those critters were. Highlight of the day was playing with the lions. That was awsome. They had three adolocent male lions there who had been hand raised. You could play chase with them from the outside of the fence and they would run along with you everywhere. It's one of the most awsome things I have ever done ^_^. It also makes it quite clear why you should never run away from a lion, they will catch up with you without even trying. I had times where I sprinted around the fence as fast as I possibly could, and the lions just came jogging after me without even making an effort. Eventualy, we did manage to wear them out just a little bit so they laid down against the fence where we could pet them and stroke trough their mane.
The day was loads of fun.

I had a good time in the UK, but it ended way to fast as usual. So now I'm back home again and due to a crazy chain of events, I got back into drawing more then I ever have been. Motivated beyond believe :D. Result of a day of drawing is below:

Simba
Simba again
Simba and Kiara (ADULT)
Simba showing off (ADULT)

Those sketches were all done quite quickely and arn't as good as they could be. I was mostly just practising new techinques I have learned this week. worked out pretty good if you ask me :).

Well, thats it for now. Thanks for reading :)

Tiger

Back from vacation!

2006-09-01T21:26:31Z

Well I'm back from my two week vacation at the beach in Scheveningen! I had a great time, seen a fireworks festival, car ralley, and I also saw a few movies. first I went to see Miami Vice, which sucked ass. The storyline was bogus, and the acting and directing was extremely poor. I recommend downloading this movie intead. Don't ever pay money to see it!
Secondly I watched Superman Returns. And unlike the previous piece of shit I went to, this one had good acting and a good director. The story was kept true to the first two movies and the series. Lex Luthor and his blonde sidekick were kept in their original character and some nice references were made to the previous movies (which I always like in modern sequals to old movies). Very nice movie, even if you don't like Superman.

Near the end of my vacation I also went to see The Lion King musical for the third and final time. At the end of August, The Lion King had it's final show here in Holland so ofcourse I had to go and see it. As usual, it was awsome. The entire presence of the public was so there, and the interactivity of the show impressed everyone. Even after seeing it for the third time I was still impressed with each scene and heavily clapped along after the lights went out after each song. And then ofcourse the final scene, the music building up to the ending and the standing ovation that comes right after it. When you see the cast standing on the stage I just feel proud to be part of the audiance. I'd be much prouder would I have been part of the cast, but you can't have everything ;). It was a great night, and I got a whole bunch of souvenirs. A cup, a booklet and a way to large t-shirt because they didn't have my size anymore :P.

Last but certainly not least, I spend a lot of time in my vacation drawing and writing. The story I'm currently working on is coming along nicely, and I also did some drawing to keep my sketching skills up. I must say I did a fairly good job ^_^.

Warning!

Because I know not everyone reading my journal is sharing my interests, I should mention that the following pictures depict characters from Walt Disney's 'The Lion King' cartoon in an erotical way and that these pictures should not be viewed by anyone under 18 or who is grosed out by this kind of stuff. You have been fairly warned!

'Action' closeups
Some Father Daughter loving
Kovu 'sucking up' to the king
A new kind of playtime

Yea, I actualy draw this kind of stuff for those who didn't know that yet. If you don't like it, don't view it ;).

Well, that's about it. Catch ya all later!!

Tiger

Zoo trips and employment

2006-08-06T14:37:01Z

The annual summerly 'open nights' at the zoo have taken place the past two saturdays, and it was great fun as usual. Live African music troughout the park, the park is opened untill 9 PM, you get to look behind the scenes at various places and be instructed on how things work in a zoo.
One of the places where you can take a look behind the scenes is the Predator Stockyard. This is a central area surrounded by the outer cages of the lions, panthers, Siberian tigers and white tigers. A caretaker is standing around the tiger's nightcages and telling about how they work with the animals. What the savety measures are and how they keep the animals amused. Sometimes they also call one of the tigers in their night cage, to demonstrate how they are 'trained' to come in on demand. As a reward, the tiger in question gets a small piece of meat. Brooklyn, the male white tiger in the zoo, is always trying to be clever about it though. He steps inside, gets his meat, then walks outside and back inside again in the hopes of getting another piece. Sometimes he gets them, but most the time he just sits there like a big kitten begging for more. Eventualy he wanders off again when he figures he won't be getting anymore. Big rascal he is ^_^.

While I was at the zoo, I asked around a little to see if it might be possible to help out with for a day. An internship or a steady job isn't doable, since they ask for papers. But a day just might be doable. And from there, I might be able to build something up. You see, a zoo rather has an experienced person with no papers, then a person with papers but no skill. That especialy goes with big cats, because they are the most dangrous animals to take care of in a zoo. Unfortunatly, zoo's are still bound to laws, and those laws state that they may only hire staff that is qualified either by legal documents, or by judgement of an experienced caretaker with legal papers. This creates a double loophole though, because they can't officialy have anyone work there without papers, they can not pass judgement on people without papers as a result.
Should I be working there for just a day though, it is enough time to prove I have the skill required, but not enough time for the zoo to get in trouble for not having a graduated caretaker on duty. This in turn could get me a good recomendation from the head caretaker which could then get me jobs at other zoos. And this folks, is how we manipulate the system :).

Anyway, I contacted the head caretaker of the predator stockyard by sending him an e-mail. After not hearing from it for about a week, I decided to give him a call. After some explaining to the customer service kid that I needed to speak directly to him and not to some personel affairs jerk, the kid gave the man a call and then told me that the man did get my e-mail and would answer it somewhere this week. He couldn't talk to me because he was busy cleaning.
Now, assuming reasonable logic, I did not get a direct no. And surely if he would have made up his mind already he would have told the kid to tell me no, right? In other terms, there may just be a slight chance that I get to have my day :D.

Well, so much for this journal entry. I'l keep you all posted on the progress of things :).

Tiger

Livingroom & Pilot Wings

2006-07-30T22:03:12Z

My livingroom is starting to come together a bit. My TV is in place, my alarm is working, I put my computer downstairs and hooked it up to the 5.1 sound system (which sounds awsome when playing BF2, btw), so it's all looking nifty. Except for the fact that my computer is now on a tiny desk which is less then a meter wide and hardly 50 CM in depth. I'm still waiting for my new custom made desk is ready. Also, instead of the nice comfy leather couch I ordered, I have to do with a set of garden chairs. Yea... damn ordering times, it will be at least another 2 months before both the desk and the couch will be in place. And the livingroom won't realy be finnished untill then. Ah well, I'l get some pictured of what is here tommorow, and show it to you all.

In other news, my interest in aviation and the American navy sparked up again, and made me get my very own genuine Pilot Wings. These wings are awarded to any military personnel who succesfully accomplish flight accademy. Obviously, I didn't even go trough basic military training, I just got it from some website. But it's a cool thing to have in away. In combination with a jacket I might soon buy, it will look pretty cool.
The idea is to get myself a fully costumized aviation jacket. Starting with the basics, the genuine jacket handed out to staff of the US Airforce. On it, I will in time collect several other aviation items, like squadron badges and the like. And ofcourse it will have the pilot wings on it as well. To top it off, I'm thinking of cutting loose the shoulder straps and sliding on some shoulder boards, to make it all complete.
I'l prolly be getting the jacket and stuff after my 2 week beach vacation (more on that in the next journal), so that I can enter fall and winter with a nice comfortable new jacket.

Thats about it, I'm not feeling to well and I'm tired, so I'm going to bed now.

Tiger

This is my friend...

2006-07-12T21:51:06Z

Okay, so my friend was complaining how he never gets to be in my journal. And I guess I could have mentioned him a little here or there. So anyway, here is Sander, my best friend :).

He's prolly been the main reason I got trough all the shit I discribed a few posts back. Best friend a guy could have. Cheers mate!

Tiger

Warning: Construction in Progress

2006-07-06T09:30:20Z

I've started redesigning my house! And it's a lot of work. The paintjob is almost done and will be completely finnished when the floor has had it's new coat of wax. After that I can start decorating! Hm... Can't wait to turn yet another room in this house into a tiger room! Ha!
Nah, I will keep this room fairly normal, though it will have some tiger paintings here and there. Tastefull, yet not to busy.
Unfortunatly I forgot to take pictures of my livingroom before the painting started, so I can't show you how it looked at first. But I did take pictures just now, and here they are! If you want to know how it looked before, imagine everything that is now goldish brown, completely WHITE. Excluding the floor.






Starting to become nice huh?

In other news! When things quiet down a bit in terms of business with my livingroom and stuff, I am going to start selling some of my famous pictures on my website The Tigers Den. There will only be a small selection at first, which will be carefully expanded. The pictures will be available in two sizes, 20 x 30 CM, and 50 X 75 CM (Poster Size). The 20 X 30 format will come a silver or golden frame with a glass plate infront of it.
I can't name any exact prices just yet, as I havn't covered all the expences yet, but the price at which you can buy a framed picture will be around the $22,00.

And to close off with, some news about my driving lessons. I had a pre-exam last Monday, which went... kinda good. But I have a huge problem with anticipating, which makes me miss a lot of vital stuff that is happening around me. If it would have been the real exam, I would have failed it. The real exam is on July 24th, so I have little less then a month to get it right. Wish me luck!

Tiger

chargerthetiggy @ 2006-05-24T00:09:00

2006-05-23T22:10:37Z

Things surely took a strange twist lately. Before I go into that, let me just write down the last ten years of my life in a nutshell: My mom was an alcoholic. My dad was an alcoholic, though not to the same extend. They fought regularly. I was bullied at school often. When I was 13 my father died, leaving me with my alcoholic mother. Things went downhill, and I ended up in a sort of foster care thing. Eventualy I came back home, mom still alcoholic and I pretty much missed out on my entire teenage years because of her. I had to constantly take care of myself, live the life of an adult at the age of 16.

Now, at the age of 18, in the year 2006, when I'm right at the point where I'm starting to crumble under the weight and presure of ten years of fucked up, the weight is lifted, and I'm finaly given back my freedom and my life.
A few days ago, my mother died. Leaving me alone. And to be honest, it feels good. It feels good to finaly know that the pain and suffering of not only myself, but also of my mother, is finaly over. It feels good to know that I can finaly move on with my life, without having the presure of my mother holding me back. Freedom... it feels so damn nice.

Ofcourse, losing a parent is never fun. No matter how much she fucked up your childhood and most part of your life. It's still instinct to care about your parents, as do I. And freedom does come at a price in this case. As I was still the one who had to found her laying dead, spread over her bed with her face in the covers as if she choked to death. I generaly know myself as someone who can take a punch. But the picture of how I found her there that morning still hounts my thoughts. The image still appears infront of my eyes each time I set foot in the living room. The feeling of a room where someone died is just there. You can feel it every time you're in there. And it's fucked up to say the least.
Luckily me and a friend have spend most part of this evening to come up with a nice fresh new design for the living room. As - obviously - I don't want to keep living in this house as it currently is. I'm hoping we can start re-doing it as soon as possible. To get that bad feeling out of here.

I'm going to take some pictures of the room, as a small reminder for later. And I'm going to take pictures of the room as it's being re-done. Just for myself to see how things went. I'l post some of those here I guess. So I can share, which I find very nice to do in times like this.

Anyway, untill a later time.

Tiger

Busy times

2006-03-14T08:34:54Z

Well these are busy times, kind of. Well, not realy. I'l admit that I'm not doing anything important right now and I'l also admit that I'm not doing anything to change that. Not doing school, don't got work (in all fairness, I am semi-looking around) and all I do on a day is sit around on my butt.
I'm not going to be a prick and say that I'm a busy busy person, because I'm not. I'm just lazy and that's the truth. And I'l be honest with you, I sometimes wonder myself how I think I'm ever going to get where I want to be with an attitude like that. But everytime again I remind myself that my dedication to that purpose will always be greater then my laziness.
The only real important thing I have to do is my driving lessons which, once completed, give me a wider range to look for work and might offer a whole new set of posibilities in studies ect. So maybe things will change once I get my drivers licence.

In other news, one of my fur friends, Shatara, has pointed me to an awsome online game: EVE Online. I had seen it pass my eyes before, but never bothered to download and try it as it looked kind of complicated. But since one of my friends was playing it, I thought I would give it a try. He was kind enough to help me out as I got along.
It turned out I was right though, cuz it's a quite complicated game at first. You get the basics relatively fast but it's still kind of complicated :P.
The game gives you a 14 day free trail, so if anyone wants to try it as well, feel free to do so ^^.

Well, thats it for now I guess. Talk to you all later!

Tiger

She has returned!

2006-02-26T18:59:08Z

Well that took a lot less longer then originaly anticipated! Only took a couple of days before my girl returned to me! She got her own computer, which quickely took care of that problem. So I don't have to miss her for weeks anymore! Whoohoo!

In other news, my driving lessons are going pretty good. Except for my last one. I totaly forgot I had driving lessons and slept right up to the point where he honked the horn infront of the door. So I had to rush out of bed to get downstair and in the car, but seriously... do not drive when you're tired!! It's NOT good!
I started waking up a bit better after half an hour or so. But I made so many mistakes the first half hour... that just wasn't funny.

I quit looking for jobs at the zoo for now. I'm gonna go get my drivers licence first, then use that to get a job with. Afterall, having a car makes it so much easier to get around to job sites :).

Anyway... yea I'm out of stuff to say.

Hun, I love you!

Tiger

Happiness always comes with a downside...

2006-02-22T19:28:27Z

I'm happy, I'm sad, and I'm pissed off.

Okay, here's the deal.
Have you ever ran into someone you didn't know and felt a 'click'. Just... a connection between you and the other person which attracted you to that person? That happened to me a few days ago. I was just doing some stuff, posting some news on Tigers Den and browsing around on the internet when I suddenly got an IM from someone I don't know. In all fairness, usualy I just see what the person wants and discard of it, since I don't usualy add random people to my IM list. But that didn't happen this time. At first I didn't realize it that much, but there was a click, just something. We got chatting, and believe it or not, but after about 2 and a half hour after she IM'ed me for the first time, we accepted each other as mates. It just felt right, and I don't regret acting on impulse, or instinct if you will, because it got me an awsome girl for a mate. I love her a lot, and thats where the sucky part comes in.
Things just went way to good to be true. I got this realy nice girl, good looking, nice character, a fur herself and accepting of my zoophile side. AND a great yiffer (she's gonna whack me for that one XD). I had all this much luck in just a few hours... something was bound to go wrong.
One, her own computer got fried to the hellish scrapyard of doom, forcing her to work on her mothers computer. All fine for a bit, we still chatted and had fun, but apparently her mother is not to fond in letting others work on her computer. So she will be getting on very little, if she can get on at all. She will be saving up for a new computer as fast as she can, but it will take a few weeks at least... A few weeks that I might need to spend without seeing her.
It seriously sucks just thinking about it. Don't ask me how you can get that attached to a person you have only known for a few days, I couldn't give you an answer. I was always very skepticle about online relationships... but I take back everything I said about them.

Love, I miss you like you wouldn't believe. Return to me soon! :(. <3

Meh, close enough I guess...

2006-02-18T00:52:17Z

You Were A Lion

You have a lethal combination of strength and energy.
You have strong family ties, and close friends are like family to you.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Thingy I stole from Aztec :)

2006-02-16T11:28:10Z

You scored as Pistol. Easy to hide, easy to draw, capable of rapid shooting. You can't miss it! Old good autoloading pistol at your service!

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Pistol

81%

Shotgun

69%

Sniper Rifle

69%

Revolver

63%

Assault Rifle

50%

Machinegun

38%

SMG

38%

What Firearm Fits You Best?
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Creativity!

2006-02-11T01:31:36Z

My creative side suddenly popped up and I doodled an ENTIRE page full of stuff that actualy looks halfway decent! I started out with the intent to practise drawing anthro's, practising perspective. But I also did some designing for anthro big cat paws, which I wanted to do for a long time now.

Check it out and tell me what you all think.

In other news, my application letter to one of the zoo's is on the way, and I'm just gonna sit here and wait for a reply. Hopefully they will request my help every now and then, even if they won't hire me as steady personel.
I'm also following driving lessons. I'm doing reasonably well I think. Everything goes pretty good and I have a realy cool instructor. I should have all my on-road lessons complete in a few weeks and then all I need is to get my theory exam and then I'm going on the road :D.

Not realy much else to talk about now. It's late, I'm tired. I'm just waiting for this episode of 2sense to be over, then I'm off to bed.

Buhbye!

Tiger

New journal style

2006-02-09T00:47:56Z

I don't post around here much, but I intend to 'improve' my life and try keeping up my journal a tad more. So to celebrate this turn around, I changed my journal style. I hope you all like :).

Now, whats new in my life? Not much realy. I'm working hard to write a good job application letter, in hopes of convincing a zoo to hire me as a predator caretaker.
In my opinion, if there is one industry in the world that needs to hire staff on experience rather then diploma's, then it's the animal industry and big cats in particular. There is NO official animal study that covers big cats specificly so even if you have the highest official degree in animal caretaking, you don't know shit about big cats unless you studied them yourself.
So for any zoo it would be logical to have a policy that goes: We hire people based on experience first and on diploma's second. As a zoo, would you rather have someone who knows everything about the animals he's going to take care of, or some guy who knows a little bit about all the animals at the zoo? The last one might come in handy if you cover more animal groups, but in general knowledge about one particular animal is what is best to have as a zoo.
But do you think they hire people based on experience? NO! Last time I tried sending an application letter to a zoo (about a year ago) they pretty much told me they wanted people with a diploma to work with the big cats and not someone who knows nothing about animals or anything. Well EXCUSE me! But I would bet my damn computer that I know a LOT more about big cats then any average student from the college who has a diploma. I spend the last 10 years studieng big cats, I worked at a damn sanctuary. And thats a lot more then ANY student can put on their work records.

So, that's pretty much what I put in my application letter, but a lot more subtle ofcourse. I hope I can convince them and report that I work at the zoo in a few weeks. But I'm not getting my hopes up, so I'l just see what happens.

In other news, lately I'm totaly into listning to 2, the ranting gryphon. For anyone who doesn't know who this guy is: under what rock have you been living these past few years? I got my friend Eagle to thank for pointing me to this guy, cuz he rocks! Go check out his website: http://www.ranting-gryphon.com/.
If I seem like I'm totaly blunt lately, either on IM or in my journals, then blame that gryphon, hehe. I so love his blunt character and stuff that I'm just taking it over without even knowing it untill someone told me: What the hell has gotten into you?!
That was pretty much the point where I figured: I realy need to stop listing to these things... and... I didn't. I'm still listning to his 2sense shows right now and enjoying them :D. So again, if I offend you by being extremely blunt in an IM convo or anything, don't take it (too) personal ;).

Hm... okay thats about it for now. Enough writing for today, catch you all later!

Tiger

Stolen from Matt_lion

2006-01-13T00:06:57Z

Would you...

() grind with me?
() play strip scrabble with me?
() head-butt me?
() caress me?
() bite me?
() date me?
() date rape me?
() pay me for sex?
() make me pay you for sex?
() give me oral?
() let me give you oral?
() go out with me?
() stay in with me?
() please me in more ways then one?
() have sex with me?
() give me whatever I want?
() let me kiss you up and down?
() watch a movie with me?
() watch a porno with me?
() film a porno with me?
() get me a B-day gift?
() let me borrow your car?
() give me drugs to have sex?
() kiss my ass?
() take a shower with me?
() be my gf/bf?
() romance me?
() have a fling with me?
() let me fling you around?
() be there for me?
() be somewhere ELSE for me?
() buy me a drink?
() bring me around your friends?
() splash in puddles with me?
() give me a massage?
() give me a happy ending?
() take me to the club
() makeout with me
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?

Dear Santa

2005-12-13T00:31:38Z

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In October I helped thebloodtigress see the light (8 points). Last week jeretreaper and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). In June I gave cdupdate a kidney (1000 points). In February I ruled Canada as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Tuesday I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points).

Overall, I've been nice (1711 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike!

Sincerely,
chargerthetiggy

Tiger Toys & Tatoo's

2005-12-08T20:11:35Z

Well damn! Waiting takes realy long if you're anticipating something! For everyone who doesn't know, I orderd a Tiger's Touch from Zeta Toys a while ago. The damn thing is so addictive and now it's finaly here! Whoohoo! By all means I emediatly took it for a testrun... and yea... I'm gonna have a lot of fun with this for a long long time >:D.

In other news: For quite some time now I've been pondering about having a tatoo. I've started thinking about it a year ago or something and it's been wandering trough my mind ever since. I would love to have a piece of TheTigress's art on my body somewhere. But if I eventualy work up the guts to get a tatoo in the first place, I'l start of with something small. Like the word 'Tiger' on my upper arm :).
Is there anyone here who has had a tatoo done? If so, share your experience with me!

Thats it for now, catch ya later!

- Charger

Stolen from Aztec

2005-11-11T16:32:49Z

~*~Result nr 1~*~

Your power is: Clairvoyance

Explanation: Your power is that you can
look into the future and see what is coming.
How far and long you can look is all depending
on your skill level. This can, as all powers,
be used in both evil and good. Even if it may
seem like a boring ability it is a huge
responsibility for the carrier, becase they are
constantly tempted with doing the wrongs deeds
(e.g. cheat on a test). It takes high morals to
not be brought down with it.

Therefor you fit with this power quite well.
You take responsibility and do what is the
right thing to do. This does not make you a
saint, since you're only human after all. But
it makes a trustworthy person and you are loyal
to camrades and/or team mates. In school you
were probably a good student. If you were
social varies from person to person, but most
clairvoyant people tend to prefer their own
company or that of close friends and family.
That is because you are wise and knows how to
treasure the reliable in your life, since you
know popularity can be a false element. You are
also not that big on taking risks and prefer
what is already explored. That is because you
don't like suprises, they can turn out bad and
then you won't be in control.
Negative aspects: Since you're always
doing the right thing and being trustworthy all
the time you can become frustrated. Also, all
that you carry on your shoulders may stress you
out. You need to relax to be in good mental
shape.

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The name is Charger... Just... eh... Charger

2005-11-04T23:13:00Z

STOLEN FROM EAGLE! MWUAHA!

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You scored as James Bond, Agent 007. James Bond is MI6's best agent, a suave, sophisticated super spy with charm, cunning, and a license's to kill. He doesn't care about rules or regulations and somewhat amoral. He does care about saving humanity though, as well as the beautiful women who fill his world. Bond has expensive tastes, a wide knowledge of many subjects, and his usually armed with a clever gadget and an appropriate one-liner.

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James Bond, Agent 007

79%

Neo, the "One"

50%

Batman, the Dark Knight

46%

Lara Croft

46%

Captain Jack Sparrow

42%

The Amazing Spider-Man

42%

Maximus

42%

Indiana Jones

38%

William Wallace

25%

The Terminator

21%

El Zorro

17%

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Somehow... I know I would get that result... ^_^.

Locked in a room...

2005-11-03T19:49:34Z

Okay, so my 10 question dig didn't work out. Maybe this will get interesting then. Stolen from pretty much everyone :P.

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If you had me alone... locked up in your room and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? (You can do ANYTHING you want, anything goes, and you won't get in trouble...much :D~) What would you do?

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10 Questions...

2005-10-30T11:54:18Z

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